Thursday, October 12, 2017

On white fragility, white spaces, and allyship


I'm in an introductory course for WGSS (Women's, Gender, and Sexuality Studies) majors. I love the class. I love the professor. I mainly love the class because the professor isn't afraid to call shit out that makes it super radical and blatant to me, but still doesn't make white people cry (yet). I love the class because people are very adamant on calling out white fragility, white saviorship, and the centering of conversations on white individuals, rather than the Black and Brown theorists and experiences.  

But today was a different story.  

There's no walking around the fact that the majority of voices in the classroom are white. As a senior WOC, I honestly don't have anything to say. I'm here to learn. My silence speaks volumes and it has taken me quite a while to learn how to listen to learn rather than listening to respond.  

I wince every time a white person in the class talks about their feelings or how mortified they are about what's happening to marginalized identities (QTPOC, QPOC, WOC, poor women, immigrant/refugee women, underrepresented women in these white ass WMNS courses). But  there is always someone there to call it out. The conversation of centering conversations on white feelings was a topic that was talked about the first day of class; yet we continue to have these conversations/call outs of people centering the conversation on their white feelings and their fragilities.  

One person who is particularly vocal in the class (white), has been called out respectfully multiple times in the classroom by another white person. Today, they decided to talk to other people about it. Here is the conversation that took place immediately behind the two visible POC (of five) in the class.  

1) I'm afraid to talk in class because I'm just going to be told I'm talking about my feelings. This should be a space where we're able to talk about our feelings.  

2) The only time I'm okay with being called out is with the professor.  

3) Mockingly about the person who always calls white shit out: "Can I talk to you about how much better of a feminist I am than you?" 

You spoke. OUT LOUD. Directly behind me. You were asking for someone to hear you and chime into agree with you with your white solidarity and shit. Here it is.  

1) Be afraid to talk in class. Be afraid to FUCK UP. Because you will. This class isn't about you. This class is about the voices of womxn of colour who have been ERASED from women's studies and theories. This is not a place for you to talk about your feelings. This is not a space for you to talk about how guilty you are, how bad you feel about being white. It is UNPRODUCTIVE. It is pointing out the FUCKING obvious and it shows no critical thought to the topics of discussion other than GUILT. Be afraid to fuck up. Do something with your guilt. Analyze systems and why you feel guilty and how you feel guilty and what about that makes you feel guilty and KEEP. IT. TO. YOUR. SELF. 

ALSO. YOU CAN CREATE YOUR OWN SPACE TO TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS. JUST PUT IN THE WORK AND MAKE THAT SPACE HAPPEN. HAVE AN 11PM TALK SESSION TO TALK ABOUT YOUR WHITE GUILT WITHOUT BLAMING POC FOR IT. YOUR TALKS should not be at the detriment of POC and the wasting of their time. Yes. Your feelings waste my time. I don't care about your feelings.  

White spaces exist outside the door. Talk about racism out there. Make it a topic of discussion always. If POC have to live with knowing their skin colour every time they walk into the room, it is your obligation to talk about racism of WHITE PEOPLE all the time. Until people are tired of you talking about it the same way you're tired of being called out on it. Maybe you'd stop being called out and getting ur feelinz hurt if you reflected on what it means to be an ally, what times/spaces it is appropriate to talk about your white fragility. Look up Robin DiAngelo. Seriously, look. her. up. 

2) Totally agree that our professor is radical as fuck, is awesome, is great, is SO GOOD AT CALLING PEOPLE OUT. But if we're having the same fucking conversation about white-centered conversations on feelings, then there's only so much a professor can do. If our professor called people out on their bullshit all the time, you'd cry. The REASON you're being called out is because there is only so much our professor can do and how they can frame the words that they use to call you out. You dont' want to be called out by your professor. You just want someone to sugarcoat it.  

3) I'm pretty tired of having the same conversation every class period too.  It's not about whose feminism is better than someone else's feminism, it's about not being a piece of shit when someone calls you out on oppressive ways of taking up space in conversation.  

Lastly. People call you out because they care about your humanity. Or if they don't care about you, they care about the fucking impact you are having on the rest of the classroom by taking up space. That's what allies are supposed to do.  

Honestly, if you want, I can call you out. But you'll probably never talk again in the class which isn't actually something that I want to happen because I want you to fuck up and for some ally to call you out on it so you don't do it somewhere else where it will damage other people of colour. 

This is my personal opinion on you being called out in class: I have had no problem with it. I've spoken to 4 of the 5 POC in the class and the call-outs in class have been within reason. They have been the work of true allies and they have done the work that allies are supposed to do, that people of colour are TIRED of doing. 

POC anger is justified. I've been doing this for WAY TOO LONG to actually have the energy to call you out sometimes. Sometimes it's not worth the effort, it's not worth the energy. My energy is expended and white people doing the work of calling you out shouldn't anger you. You need to be angry at someone else. 

I don't care if this is your first WMNS course and that you come from a different perspective or past or whatever. It sounds like excuses to me. We've talked about almost it every single day since the beginning of the semester and if you haven't learned it by now, you're being intentionally ignorant, and that is VIOLENCE against the POC in this class. 

This is my warning for you to get your shit together. I won't be very nice when I call you out and if I am, you best be scared.  

Friday, October 6, 2017

To the UW System Board of Regents: We can engage with "controversial" discussions, we just don't discuss with ACTUAL FUCKING NAZIS.



Dear UWEC Executive Staff/Chancellor’s Staff/Committee,

*CW: mention of rape 

You have heard the student body loud and clear these past few years. You have heard us shouting for your accountability to students, their safety, their education, and to the ways in which your institution has played into and upheld white supremacist, cisheteropatriarchal, classist and ableist education systems.

First of all, I don’t give a shit about your words. You have tainted once-beautiful words such as: diversity, validation, equity, diversity, inclusion, intersectionality—and have merged it into your brand as if you can stamp it on an institution and suddenly it is rendered all of these things.

Your actions have shown us otherwise. Your ignorance has cost you greatly. Our voices are loud and clear when they say that no one should be attending this university. You should be scared when it is your “””diverse””” population that is saying this to their peers, their siblings, their friends, their connections. Do not come to this university. Do not come to this school.

I don’t care about your PR stunts. I care about not being an afterthought. I care about not forcing students and faculty of marginalized identities to relive their trauma while you “experience” it for the first time, secondhandedly when we have to tear ourselves apart to educate you.

I don’t care that you “didn’t know.” I care about whether or not you are fit to be in the position you are in right now. I care about whether or not you are the best person for that position. If you must ask students “what do you want?” you have failed. You have not learned, you have not sought out learning, you have failed your students, and you have failed yourself.  

If you are worried about the well-being of your students who are white, cisgendered, heterosexual, able-bodied, financially stable and blablabla, go cry about it somewhere else. This revolution is AS MUCH about the privileged students on campus, as it is for the students of marginalized identities. Your responsibility is to educate your students on being lesser pieces of shit when they leave this university. You have failed miserably.

I don’t care about how “far” we’ve come. I don’t care that we have a “better” chancellor than the previous. I don’t care because that type of progression doesn’t do anything for people who will graduate with the idea that reverse racism exists. I don’t care because the same fucking shit that’s happened from BEFORE my time here is STILL happening here and on a grander scale since the election of our current president.

Which brings me back to the point of this post: Someone from your executive staff said to me that we could have prevented him coming to campus (but why would we not want him on campus?????—because we’re not a piece of shit university. Lol jk we are). The values that we have with our “EDI” initiative is also a standard. You did not uphold that standard and you failed your students, you failed their education, you enabled fascism on campus, and now you have to fix this fucking mess.

You owe it to students to tell them whether or not their dignity and absolute intolerance for nazism, white cisheteropatriarchal supremacy is welcome on this campus. You have a duty to tell students whether or not they will be punished for standing up against pieces of shit.

If you can’t even expel/”””punish””” students for being a fucking rapist, you don’t deserve to even fucking uphold this policy.

You also have a duty to tell students who you care about more—a policy that strips students the right to voice their concerns with pieces of shit on this campus, or your students, who have had their voices stripped from them systematically and institutionally from even before birth.

The University of Wisconsin-Eau Claire is only as great as its students. The students I have surrounded myself with are revolutionists. They have had their entire lives in the hands of executive staffs like you and they have been done wrong every time.

You’re not stupid enough to believe that this will actually stop students. Because it won’t.




(I am a part of and participate in a myriad of organizations but I do not represent them aka my perspectives are not their perspectives because my perspectives are my own and in no way "representative of" these organizations). 


Monday, June 26, 2017

On being held accountable, holding others accountable, and losing "friends"

This piece is on horizontal oppression. This piece is for people who call themselves activists. This piece is for whom the shoe fits.

As someone whose life is built around the service of others, service for social justice, and service to those I love, if there's anything I've learned, it's that friends, family, and love are built on accountability.

Sometimes accountability is difficult to give and it is difficult to take from people you hold dear. It is difficult to take from people who you respect, it is difficult to take from people who you consistently seek and find validation in.

As an activist, you should not be afraid of being held accountable for your fucked up ideologies, actions, and words from your activist friends/co-workers (I make the differentiation because sometimes people who you do activism with are not your friends and are simply people you work with. I will use friends for the rest of this blogpost...but know that not all activism "friends" are "friends" I make this distinction because I feel like there is a big difference in that relationship because you can work towards the same cause together but not know one another as friends do).

You should not go to your friends selfishly seeking validation and confirmation for your excuses for your fucked up ideologies, actions and words. JUST DON'T FUCKING DO IT.  You don't get a pass for being misogynistic just because you fight for racial justice. You don't get a pass just because you're going to your friends. You don't get a pass because you already know that you are guilty and y you are looking to have someone confirm your excuses to be a good person.

Furthermore, as an activist, you should not be giving excuses for others' fucked up ideologies, actions, and words.

It's really easy to see these words and agree with them. It is difficult to follow through with them. I find it difficult (ALWAYS) to follow through with them. Holding others and yourself accountable is exhausting, but it is necessary.

When I am held accountable for the excuses I try to make in order to paint me as a good activist (lol what is that?) a good person, a person doing service for the greater good, I get embarrassed. It's a natural reaction for me to feel embarrassed for thinking that my actions/words/ideologies are excusable when they implicitly or explicitly contribute to oppression. I feel ashamed of myself.

But this shame should not be confused as "being shamed." IF SOMEONE IS HOLDING YOU ACCOUNTABLE FOR YOUR BULLSHIT, YOU SHOULD BE FUCKING GRATEFUL. Because that shit is hard.

Finding people with your exact ideologies is difficult. Understandable. In a world where the powerful majority create rifts in marginalized groups so they can fight one another instead of the powerful, it's understand that there are differences that divide us. But it doesn't mean that these differences are excusable.

Cis het Hmoob men excusing bridenapping as a joke isn't a difference in opinion, it's a reality that Hmoob women face that is indicative of a culture (both inside and outside of the Hmoob community) that makes excuses for rape, sexual assault, domestic violence, and a lack of understanding or accountability to consent.

It's understandable that people have their "own activism" that spans on a spectrum of spectrums of survival, to clicktivism, to liberal white activism, to radical activism. All of which may differentiate from one person to another. But I feel like activists have an obligation to venture beyond what they are doing now and less for their own sake. We say that activism and intersectionality is complicated and stop there, instead of exploring beyond that. Simply because we say it's too much. Because it requires accountability of others and ourselves.

But if you call yourself an activist and then "pick and choose" when you are an activist for the sake of your own convenience to be cool, for shock value, let me tell you right the fuck now, that you can leave my life.

Yes, I will talk shit about you if you use the n word and you know the history and the potential impact of the word. You might even get a dirty look from me. Maybe I won't call you out on it because you're with your toxically masculine "bros" and if I do so, I run the risk of verbal, mental, emotional, and physical assault, but know that I'm talking shit about you. BECAUSE YOU FUCKING KNOW BETTER THAN TO USE THAT WORD. Because if you as a non-black POC and an activist, t hink that it's okay to use and excuse the N word, then it is CLEAR to me that you don't care about the pain that this word brings to Black people and are choosing to ignore it.

To the people this year who have excused white/cis/het/transmisogyny this past semester for the sake of your hurt feelings, hey. This is about you.

Do not be so quick to beleive that the people who work by your side, who work with you, are the people that you can align yourself with when shit hits the fan. Institutional oppression runs deep within all of our veins and people will align themselves with the winning side for their own sake to be painted as good.

Back to the point though, all of this shit would have been avoided if we were accountable to ourselves to recognize when we are making excuses for our bullshit, and if people held us accountable.

Everyone wants to be a "good guy" but we are all fucked up. We are gray as fuck when it comes to good and bad.

Being a good person is like being an ally. You don't get to declare it about yourself and wear it like a badge and be praised for it.  You don't get to cancel out your bullshit just because you're a good person. (Also, good is subjective. Are you "good" in the institution's eyes? If that's the case, you should probably rethink it)

I will be that buzzkill. You can fucking count on it. I will be that bitch that no one wants to invite to their parties. You can always fucking count on me giving you a fucking stink eye if you use the n word or if you treat women like property, or say that trans identities are made up.

You do n't have to be that "bad" person. I give a fuck about what you do because it directly defines who I am if I surround myself with you. I give a fuck about what you do because it directly afects people's lives and their fucking well-being.

Holding yourself accountable is difficult sometimes and that's why your friends are there to work you through it. YOU SHOULD BE FUCKING GRATEFUL IF YOU'RE CALLED OUT. IT MEANS YOUR FRIENDS FUCKING CARE ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT YOU'RE GOING AROUND SPEWING OPPRESSIVE BULLSHIT.

Holding people accocuntable is one of the most difficult things that I face on a day-to-day basis. More than liekly, I'll call you out subtly. I usually use humor.

Holding people accountable is difficult because people will make excuses for their bullshit when they know they are guilty of it.

Holding people accountable runs the risk of you losing that friendship. Being held accountable makes you feel like shit. But true friends hold you accountable for your bullshit becuase they see you as someone who is better and a non-oppressing piece of shit.

And if you lose friends along the way, then fine. If you cut people off for saying the N word, if you cut people off for defending misogyny for the sake of their hurt feelings, if you cut people off for never showing up to shit and then work directly against you-you don't need those people in your life anyways. They will do their own thing.

And the thing about that is that you can always show up to their protests. You can always show up to their gatherings for their s hit. Maybe they'll show up to yours. Because fuck yeah, we're all fucking battling this fucked up s hit called institutional oppression and we need as many numbers as we can get. You can show up for the cause if you believe in its impact.

You can show up to show solidarity with others, even when people will not show solidarity to you.

Wednesday, February 1, 2017

UWEC: We will comply with the executive order [AND] support students/faculty/staff!

The Chancellor of UWEC (James Schmidt) wrote in his blog last night addressing the executive order that has been and will continue to suspend entry of individuals from seven "banned" countries.
In doing so, he completely contradicted himself when he said "...we continue to review the executive order and its implications. While we will comply with federal regulations, we will do all we can to support any students, faculty, or staff who may be affected in the weeks to come." BASICALLY, what the chancellor is saying is that they will uphold systematic and institutional racism but wants to look like he actually cares about how they look when they do it. Hence why the move to "continue to review" the executive order. By saying that the university will comply with federal regulations, they are saying that their students, faculty, and staff do not matter to this university. They are saying that they (the University) do not want to take any action to deny federal regulation for the sake of people's livelihood. Systematic and institutional racism at its best.
Ironically enough, of this was addressed in the same blog that talks about initiatives towards Equity, Diversity, and Inclusivity. ANYONE with a basic understanding of EDI would know that the executive order directly works against what EDI stands for (aka NOT a racist, fascist regime in which the executive order upholds).
Not to mention, UWEC has yet to come out with a public statement about students who fall under the Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals (DACA), which allows certain undocumented immigrants to the United States who entered as children to defer deportation. Universities across the nation have come out and made statements telling students who are under the DACA program to refrain from studying abroad in fear that they may not be able to get back into the United States.
I have yet to see UWEC do anything that does not benefit themselves; I am waiting for them to come out with a statement in solidarity with their students, faculty, and staff of marginalized identities. UWEC does not make a single move towards institutional policy unless it directly benefits them. This is what critical race theorists call interest convergence.
Hey UWEC. You're being contradictory. Why don't you start taking into consideration anyone else...OTHER than your own well-being? Isn't that what you're supposed to be teaching us?
P.S. Make UWEC a sanctuary school. You preach anti-racism so much, but I don't see anything to prove it yet.


Wednesday, January 11, 2017

I don't have time or space for your fucking fragilities

I introduced myself for a panel the other day, and for the first time ever, I introduced myself and the guidelines I had for the conversation: “I do not make time or space for colourblindness or any types of fragilities.”

Later in the panel, a member of the audience asked me the extent of that statement in non-institutional settings aka in activism with peers, and how doing so may also shut people down (#Agreed).
I am afraid that the answer that I gave this individual may not have actually answered their question so I want to make this blatantly clear now that I have had time to reflect on it.

1)      I, as a panel member, was given the power to make this statement whereas in many spaces, there are individuals who are unable to.

2)      My answer was limiting in that I answered from a “professional” standpoint and a “personal” standpoint.

My professional standpoint of making time for fragilities is different because, like the individual said, starting out conversations with “fuck your colorblindness it has no space, and fuck your feelings because it has no space” to those of dominant identities is kind of a turn off because it assumes that 1) I know better (which I do not claim to do) 2) that “I will not listen to all opinions” (note that not all opinions matter if they stand in the way of social justice).

As a professional who exists within the institution, and as someone who goes into classrooms to speak to people about diversity and inclusivity and equity, it’s difficult. I think the answer I should have given is that in classrooms, I am an educator. I am not an activist. Institutions strip the activist out of you when they make you go into classrooms and teach basic level shit. I have the definition of prejudice, discrimination, privilege, and racism stuck in my head by the number of times I have had to repeat it. And while I love my job, it doesn’t heal me, nor is it enough. The reality is I fucking hate teaching white people about racism because they can choose to opt out. I love having conversation with those of marginalized identities about oppression because they understand. Because they live it, like I do. Because I can build a collective understanding of experiences, not facts like I have to do when I teach racism to white people.

In a professional setting, I cannot afford to shut people down because I’d lose my job. In my professional space, I am forced to forgo my ‘fuck your colorblindness and fragilities’ value for the sake of teaching and coddling of privileged feelings. It’s FUCKING SHITTY.

And lastly, personally. I can afford to do this in my personal life because I don’t have time for toxic shit to be in my life. I think at the panel I mentioned that I cut off a lot of activist friends for their toxic masculinity that I don’t fucking need in my life. Just because I cut them off for that though, doesn’t mean I won’t support them in their non-intersectional racial social justice. It just means that they are not an ally in my movement as a woman of colour. I can afford to call shit out in my friend groups and I can afford to call out fragilities and any type of humanism blindness in my friend groups because while deep down I would love to have a shit ton of friends, I also know that my worth is more than just a lens of racism. Or a lens of LGBTQ+ activism. Or a lens of feminism. It is ALL OF THOSE COMBINED and those who do not take the time or effort to hold themselves (and me) accountable to the intersections of identity that multiple marginalized identities face is not my friend. They are only assets. And they are toxic when I am trying to care for myself, when I am trying to fight alongside others. When I cannot trust them to do for me what I would do for them.

This is why I do not make space for fragilities (white fragility is granted, but male fragility within activist groups is much harder to address. These are our friends. They go through shit too. But THE MOMENT THEY START TO BACK OFF BECAUSE THEY THINK YOUR ACTIVISM DOESN’T MATCH THEIRS, IS THE MOMENT YOU CAN KICK THEM OUT OF YOUR LIFE. YOU DO NOT NEED TOXIC SHIT LIKE THAT).

There is this powerful quote that goes really well with how I don’t have time for fucking fragilities because the more that we (as women of colour) allow men of colour to use us, to abuse us (literally and metaphorically), to mold us, to exploit us—they are no better than the white man to us WOC (that’s fucking right, Men of colour, you better fucking check yourselves; I just fucking compared you to white men). “I will always fight for my men of colour, but my men of colour will never fight for me.” ß This quote originally began as a question, until I changed it. It used to be “I will always fight for my men of colour, but will my men of colour ever fight for me?” because I had the answer I needed with their silence and compliance to their toxic masculinity. I am so fucking sick of this shit in my life. And I will no longer have conversations about this shit.

Not everyone can afford to do this though. I’m still coming to terms with whether or not this is a privilege: to be able to cut off toxicity in my life. In many cases, it can be, but it can also be another case towards isolation, which is yet another problem that activists face in the burnout. All I know is that for me; I can no longer afford to coddle my men of colour when they will not hold themselves accountable to their masculinity, or white feminists who will not hold themselves accountable to their whiteness.

Situations require different guidelines, and the reason as to why it was appropriate for the panel is because it is not the type of conversation that I wanted to be had. I don't have time to coddle fragilities because people are fucking dying because of oppression. HAVE SOME FUCKING URGENCY OR SOMETHING WITH YOUR FUCKING ACTIVISM. Hurt feelings of privileged identities does not constitute oppression. I did not want white people crying and feeling pity for me. I’ve had that done before already and I don’t fucking need that shit. I’ve had men become defensive when I call out their masculinity because intersectionality doesn’t fucking matter to them unless they’re getting ally points/cookies for it without putting it into their practice. I’ve had too many conversations that center around hurt feelings of the oppressor that I’m fucking done. And if I’m “oppressing” you by doing that, then you need to have a conversation with someone else who will affirm your “reverse ism” ideologies. I am not the person to do that for you.  (Fun fact: reverse discrimination doesn’t exist, folks. Unless you give me a time machine ). 


All in all, I’m sorry, Christian. For being unable to answer your question effectively and on the spot. You are a beautiful person and the words you said during the workshop and the words you said to me were radical as fuck. But I hope this answer helps if you are to get to it. <3 Much love. This is for you. 

Monday, January 9, 2017

Dear UW-System, here's how you fix your white people

[ This is a final paper that I wrote for one of my classes this past semester. It was an intercultural communication class that asked us to research a racial/ethnic group and identify communication and identity problems. I chose white people. 1) they have the most problems apparently and 2) because the root of all racial/ethnic group problems stems from white people. Also participating in this project would label me as an exploitative colonizer inserting myself into communities and labeling "what's best" for them. I'm not about that fucking shit. 
Here is the edited version. Have at it. Eat it up, UW-System ] 

Universities across the Midwest have recently implemented initiatives to increase diversity on campuses, but have not thought about the consequences of having people of colour in environments that have been historically and predominantly white. Nor have institutions considered the violence that has and will occur in having more POC bodies on campuses.
In institutions that uphold white supremacy,  when conversations of race and racism arise, white individuals are unable to engage in conversations or shut down conversations entirely due to their lack of ability to conceptualize the reality that racism still exists in society today. A little closer to home, the University of Wisconsin-Eau Claire has made it a goal for 20% diversity (student of colour makeup) by the time 2020 rolls around. But with the recent racist incidents that have occurred on campus (and around many other campuses across the United States), this goal seems to be rather unattainable. If this goal is to be attained, there is much that the system has to do in order to mitigate and eradicate the violence that will occur to its growing students and faculty of colour.
In holding the university accountable, UWEC has seen the appearance of sheets with words “UWEC is racist” and “100+ years of white supremacy” (highlighted in my blogpost here) have emerged within the last year, with a peak in racist incidents after the election of Donald Trump. With an overwhelming acknowledgement of institutional racism from students of colour and the publicity with these sheets, many white students are still confused as to why UWEC is racist, or simply choose to deny that racism exists overall. White individuals are quick to condemn individuals who talk about racism and say that protesting, or calling out the problem is not enough (as if students aren’t already doing enough to combat racism on their campuses). White people are subject to defensiveness and denial of racism when conversation occurs and are unable to move past their feelings of being uncomfortable to engage in critical conversations of white identity and positionality in society. This inability to move past one’s defensiveness is a direct contribution to the perpetuation of white supremacy and the upholding of racist institutions and implicit racism within individuals.
This analysis will explore the deconstruction of the white identity and therefore the institutional and individual actions/inactions that have come from examples of the emergence of racist incidents across university campuses. (This paper generalizes the institution as white. I understand that not all individuals in administration and faculty are white; but my paper is addressing the white voices and white individuals within these administrations and faculty in analyzing their communication patterns. Internalization of racism rings very true with many individuals of colour who work within the system. )  From there, it will highlight the problems with these actions/inactions and ways to deconstruct racist ideologies and attitudes of individuals and institutions from guidelines and criteria of dialogue. The reason why this analysis of white identity and confrontation with racism is important is because it is an area that white individuals believe is separate from the institutions. While white people can afford individuality, people of colour have always been categorized as groups without any type of individuality. My analysis calls for an understanding of racism within institutions as they impact individual white identity and the denial and defensiveness that occurs when white individuals are confronted with conversations of racism. The importance of white people acknowledging racism and their own positionality within institutions of white supremacy is important—white individuals in their ignorance are either upholding white supremacy or are bystanders in its wake.
It is important to note that these communication problems that I highlight are multifaceted and they are confusing; they are intertwined and the solutions that I propose for each problem come hand in hand with one another. My solution for communication problem 1 comes directly hand in hand with my solution for communication problem 2. They do not and cannot occur in isolation. The problems and solutions seem to rely on individual responsibilities, but overall relies on the commitment of institutions to create spaces, provide resources, and competent facilitators to have these conversations. An understanding of institutions being made up by policies also calls for individuals within institutions to prioritize the safety and the needs of those of marginalized identities without tailoring to the comfort of the majority privileged group.
The communication problem that exists with white individuals within university institutions is the lack of understanding of a white racial identity in the context of institutions and the lack of knowledge of how to talk about racism. White people get defensive and deny that racism and race privilege exists when conversations of race, privilege, and racism arise. This is due to the lack of knowledge of their own identity and their consciousness of whiteness and how it operates systematically and societally. Without this knowledge of their identity, they are unable to communicate effectively the ways in which they exist as privileged members in society and how their whiteness benefits them. Whiteness is defined as having institutional advantages, and is a standpoint where (white) people look at themselves in comparison to others in how they look at society, referring to the set of cultural practices that are linked to domination and power (DiAngelo, 2011, pp. 55). The denial, defensiveness, and guilt of racism all comes back to the white racial identity that white people hold about themselves in relation to the world.  The refusal to and the lack of acknowledgement of their identity perpetuates and upholds racism and white supremacy.
Denying racism is a defense mechanism that white individuals have when confronted with racism talks. The denial of racism is primarily defended with ideas of colorblindness, the ideology that regardless of skin colour that everyone is treated the same and equal. Colorblindness operates as an ally to white supremacy though, because the systems of oppression are upheld by turning the other cheek. It cannot be denied that institutions of oppression are at play when we look at the makeup of powerful leaders in the nation and when we look at the proportion of black and white individuals who are pulled over and/or killed by police officers each year.
White individuals deny that racism plays a part in their lives because they do not have to live the other end of it, therefore believing that everyone is able to move beyond the racism of the past by simply ‘getting over it.’ Colorblindness protects white people’s beliefs, assumptions, and understandings of the world, disabling conversation or any type of belief that would challenge the dominant ideologies of colorblindness. Doing so minimizes the possibility for critical dialogue (Simpson, 2008, pp. 143). It gets in the way of dialogue because dialogue can only be meaningful if the individuals involved in the exchange are engaging in types of communication that create something new in the interaction between them. When individuals deny that racism exists by adopting a colorblind approach, it creates a wall of communication. It ignores and delegitimizes the real experiences that people of colour face as a consequence of group differences while painting this image of equality. It tells people of colour that their experiences are not real and that they are made up. It tells people of colour that white people do not care about people of colour because they choose to turn the other cheek in the wake of institutional violence.
The avoidance of an analysis of power structures that white people have also stems from guilt. Guilt shifts the conversation from the oppression of people of colour to focus on the white individuals and how they are feeling when they resent having privilege. This comes from the inability to accept or acknowledge the possession of privilege. Statements such as “I’m a victim too” “I didn’t ask for it” “It’s not fair” “I’m a good white” “I didn’t/don’t own slaves” therefore distances individuals from whiteness as a social construction and how it operates institutionally (Johnson, et al., 2008, pp. 119). The aspect of guilt also distances individuals from history because it marks them as different because they are in the present (i.e., “I didn’t own slaves”). Such analysis does not include the historical repercussions of racism still exist today. In white individuals’ eyes, historical atrocities of racism are only the explicit acts of racism, and not the current (both explicit and) implicit acts. This diminishes the responsibility that white people have for upholding racism, distancing themselves away from talks of privilege (Johnson, et al., 2008, pp. 119), and being constant bystanders of oppression by choosing the side of neutrality. White people—in that they have never been forced to look at racism, nor experience it—are in this constant bubble of racial comfort. Racial comfort is something that white people feel entitled to as a result of conditioning, resulting in the blaming people of colour for bringing up racism (as if it is a form of violence—which it is NOT) and disrupting the comfort that they are entitled to and protected by. This comfort guarantees that white people do not have to think about their position in a racist society. When people bring up racism, it challenges white peoples’ identities as morally good people and their defensiveness comes from attempts to protect that moral character (Robin DiAngelo coined the term for this, called ‘white fragility’)—the good/bad racist dichotomy is shattered because racists are seen in society as ‘mean people.’ This does not take into consideration the ways in which implicit racism still upholds racism. When white people think of racism as explicit and individually based, they lack an understanding of institutional and socialized implicit racism (DiAngelo, 2015).
To talk about racism but leave out whiteness and the value that it has institutionally with racism leaves out a lot about what it means to be white in society. Not understanding whiteness, white privilege, and white identity means that individuals do not know how their positionality and identity in society affects others because understandings of whiteness in racism will always be in relation to others. Whereas discussions that surround whiteness are primarily discussed and understood as a social structure, it lacks an understanding of white as an identity that shapes social interaction (Jackson, 1999, pp. 48). Identity does not simply include self-identification, but to look at one’s identity must be analyzed in the context of power structures. The ways in which individuals in society create their identity depends on the power that they have in society. To understand identity, one must acknowledge that identities are constantly changing in relation to how they are being analyzed in the context of society, and are being negotiated through communication. When this communication does not occur, identities are unable to be challenged, or change.
While people may identify themselves as white, many are unable to communicate what it means as a cultural identity (Jackson, 1999, pp. 48). The white cultural identity is hard to understand as a racial identity because it is socially constructed whose value is placed over other types of racial identities in society. When white individuals are unable to communicate about racism, it may be because they are undergoing an identity crisis which they have never questioned before. Without an understanding of one’s racial identity and positionality in society when it comes to racism, the problem that arises is that white people are unable to engage in these conversations productively due to denial, defensiveness, or their understanding of whiteness and white identity. What white people do not understand in identifying with a “white cultural identity” is that such identity operates in comparison to other identities and cannot be talked about as separate from society. The reason why individuals must get to the bottom of their identity and understand their white racial identity as operating within a bigger picture is because it will enable to see them in position to how society values the white racial identity over other types of racial identity.
The solution to the identity and communication problems that white individuals have in conceptualizing racism, their privilege, denial, and white identity is much more complicated than my solution suggests, but is the first step to creating a greater consciousness of how whiteness operates in society. My solution is to have consistent dialogues about what whiteness means to white people and how that meaning is reinforced in society and institutions, and therefore perpetuated and internalized within themselves. Dialogue will allow white individuals to dissect their ways of understanding, starting from the very root of their prejudices, where they learn their prejudices, and begin to dismantle it and challenge their own ideas and identities in an institutional context. Having these new, difficult conversations will require white individuals to listen to one another and listen to themselves and be aware of what type of space they are taking up.
While this may seem like an easy enough task, what is absolutely necessary in these dialogues is a shared understanding of what dialogue is, and a commitment to continue with dialogues beyond the space provided. The motivation that white people have to having dialogues and teaching outside of these spaces is indicative of how committed they are to racial justice and equity.
Dialogue, while a term loosely used, should be valued and understood as one of the most powerful tools to challenge one’s beliefs, and should be seen as a collective struggle to create meaning and language that shapes and defines how to understand the world (Simpson, 2008, pp. 141). With this, dialogue has certain criteria that must be met in order to make it as impactful and powerful as possible. Individuals who engage in dialogue must understand that dialogue is: historically situated, engaging, empowering, transformative, about exploring different perspectives, and politically responsive (Simpson, 2008, pp. 154) Dialogue is not: hypothetical, passive, demeaning, upholding of the status quo, nor is it about being right or politically correct. With this understanding of dialogue, it therefore undermines the colorblind perspective.
The reason as to why colorblindness is not dialogue is because it completely denies the existence of race as a social hierarchy, replacing it with neutrality, remains uncritical of the status quo and does not challenge it, devalues the experiences of people of colour while calling it irrelevant or overreacting and therefore avoids the difficult experiences or the exploration of the concept of race and what it means beyond individuals. 
Dialogue is important because it encourages challenging and disagreement, but also opens up space for white individuals to talk about their experiences and dismantle their own prejudices with people who are like them, or have gone through the same painful experience in coming to terms with their identity. Dialogue directly allows individuals involved to think about and challenge their ideas of what social justice means. Social justice is understanding that people are individuals, but products of socially constructed groups. It is understanding that social groups are valued unequally and that those who are seen as more valuable have greater access to resources that are reinforced in institutions and cultural norms. Social justice understands that relations of injustice are perpetuated at individual and institutional levels and that we are all conditioned to perpetuate with these (DiAngelo, 2014, pp. 2). Dialogue’s last criteria is to be politically responsive, and that is what social justice calls for as well—it calls for the commitment and the ongoing and lifelong process. Such revelations within dialogue will not only prompt white individuals to have more meaningful relationships with people of colour, but also enable them to understand their privilege, their place in society, and how to dismantle racism within themselves and how to work towards it institutionally.
An important thing to remember about dialogue is that dialogue only goes as far as the receiver takes it, hence why the second solution to this communication problem is immediately intertwined with my suggested first solution. Resistance to acknowledging racism must be worked through and the root of one’s hostility, fear, guilt, and denial must be deconstructed to understand and acknowledge the reality of racism and privilege that whiteness plays as a direct part in its perpetuation of dismantling. Dialogues will not be successful if individuals cannot see past their white fragility and refuse to acknowledge privilege. This is a solution that must be worked out internally and one that facilitators cannot force upon their audiences. Acknowledging privilege is ultimately sacrificing the privilege that enables white people not to think about their privilege. It is understanding the social responsibility of either perpetuating or transforming the system of racism.
The flaw with institutions is that they are absolutely ineffective at hosting and facilitating dialogues that surround racism and white privilege because they are unable to admit to themselves that they perpetuate white supremacy. Institutions wrongfully exploit their students and faculty of colour by tokenizing them and using them to shock white people into believing that racism exists and use the trauma of racism that individuals have experienced for the benefit of white people, rather than the disruption of the comfort of white fragility.
The most important thing that white people must remember is that by having these conversations about race, they will therefore come to terms with their own identity and how it operates in society. These dialogues are not meant to be comfortable; they are not meant to affirm feelings of white fragility. White individuals must make a conscious effort to rebuild their identity to do less harm and work towards social justice. (And be less of pieces of shit). If more people do this, they will therefore be accountable to themselves and pave the way to create institutional change because ultimately, institutions are run by people.
Institutions are sometimes seen as run by robots on auto-pilot though; they seem more automatic than human sometimes. Universities pride themselves in their initiatives towards diversity and inclusivity, but rarely do they ever come through with what it means to be a diverse campus, other than the tokenization of POC bodies.  Not only this but when racist incidents happen on campus, Predominantly White Institutions are incompetent in their responses to racist incidents. PWIs do more harm than good when addressing incidents because they do it vaguely, rarely calling it as it is, but rather incidents of “bullying” “intolerance” or “bias.” The assumption that an email of apology and calling for acknowledging of individual “bias” is enough to fix the racism on campuses is a failure on the individuals who endorse it while simultaneously plan for no further institutional action or policy. Labeling racism as ‘bullying’ and ‘bias’ therefore distances institutions from the real issue and frames it as a highly unusual experience, rather than something that happens in everyday life. This shows the social delicacy (institutional white fragility) of institutions to call it as it is. (Augoustinos & Every, 2010, pp. 254) Not only does it mitigate the situation, but it also does a disservice to the people who are targets of racism. It does students of colour an injustice by diminishing the impact of racism, but also does white students injustice by failing to address the real reality of current racism.
What institutions inherently do by not calling it as it is, is uphold the status quo and tailor to the comfort of their white students and institutions at the cost of students of colour. It therefore enables all of the problems addressed in the first communication problem—defensiveness, reinforcing colourblindness and diminishing racism, denial, and a lack of positionality of what it means to be white in a racist society. These problems are intertwined, as are their solutions and they cannot be separated from one another because institutional incompetency is therefore responsible for individual incompetency.
Examples from the past semester are indicative of how university institutions are unable to and incompetent in responding to racist incidents. There has been a significant peak in racist incidents occurring across the country, leading up to and after the presidential election. (I have chosen to stay away from discussing explicitly what has been occurring across the nation. More information can be found at: http://fusion.net/story/369091/donald-trump-racist-incidents-since-election/) My focus has been and will continue to be on university campuses and the administration that responds to these incidents, rather than the individuals who perpetrate these acts of violence and hate. The reason for this is because individual behaviors go unpunished and therefore enabled by institutions by their inactions. I hold institutions accountable for the perpetuation of these actions.
The appearance of the words “UWEC is racist” on the free speech boards at the beginning of the semester and the quick removal of its evidence was indicative of the message that administration sent: the conversation of racism on the UWEC campus is not worthy enough to be had, but rather, to be brushed under the rug. The university missed an opportunity to have a conversation about the statement that was made in regards to institutional racism. Many other incidents have occurred on the UWEC campus, to include the harassment of individuals who attended the Trump rally and the institution’s lack of notification to the campus of Donald Trump’s arrival to the campus. Such complacency and inconsideration of the environment of hostility that Trump’s presence creates/created for this campus was an institutional failure on UWEC’s part.  It took the initiative of students to come together to flood the Chancellor’s email with a message, therefore provoking a response and a campus-wide message from the Chancellor.
The response sent in in an email and posted on the Chancellor’s blog, titled ‘Reflections on this week’ spoke about Trump’s presence and how free speech (to include hate speech) is protected by the First Amendment and cannot be regulated.

But excusing speech that invokes psychological trauma and racism therefore calls for the enabling of injury and trauma for marginalized groups and the upholding of domination of the majority. Not only this but “to engage in a debate about the first amendment and racist speech without a full understanding of the nature and extent of the harm of racist speech risks making the First amendment an instrument of domination rather than a vehicle of liberation.” (Lawrence, 1990). This quote undermines the argument that the Chancellor was trying to make, protecting free speech for the sake of legality—and the upholding of the dominant. The focus of the Chancellor’s words was on the individual rights of those who verbalized the hate speech, rather than the responsibility of the universities to actually create a campus that does not empower hate speech (Lawrence, 1990). The lack of analysis of and accountability for individual vs institutional racism is where the university failed on its part.
Institutions fail when they believe that that an email or a blog post is enough to undo or address and fix the harm that has been done. The most recent incident of this type is the hosting of white supremacist, neo-nazi, Milo Yiannopoulos at UW-Milwaukee, wherein he deliberately called out a transgender individual, displaying their picture and making dehumanizing and misgendering comments about them. The Chancellor sent an email he deemed adequate for the situation and called upon social media to stand together with the hashtag, #UWMstandstogether but did not allude to any institutional change nor furthering of conversation. Not only this, but the administration did not make an attempt to reach out to the student who was a target of Yiannopoulos’ comments. The response that the Chancellor received was from the student who had been targeted by Yiannopoulos, calling out the university for allowing this speech while knowing in advance what type of speech would occur because of Yiannopoulos’ reputation. The student says “Your words: ‘I also will not stand silently by when a member of our campus community is personally and wrongly attacked.’ That is probably the biggest piece of goddamn fucking bullshit I’ve ever read. What exactly do you plan to do? OH YEAH, NOTHING, BECAUSE YOU’RE A COWARDLY PIECE OF SHIT. Your ‘not standing silently’ apparently consists of a single email mass-sent to the university. That’s it. You don’t get a fucking cookie for that.” (Daroszewski, et al., 2016). #Preach.
A prominent trend across the nation continues to be the initiative of students to step up and demand institutional accountability for its marginalized students. The student initiatives behind institutional success/diversity initiatives go unnoticed, nor are they rewarded. Rarely are they acknowledged by institutions as being the backbone of activism or movements on campuses. Rather, during their time at the university, their labor becomes exploited; they are asked to be panelists for discussions that end up talking in circles, or tokenizing certain experiences to prove to white people that racism exists. The lack of competency that institutions have in these conversations or talks are unproductive and rarely do they address institutional responsibility, but rather individual ‘tolerance.’ Putting the responsibility of students of colour telling their traumatizing experiences to ‘teach’ or prove that racism exists is indicative of a university’s incompetence with responding to issues of racism. Not only this, but they employ incompetent individuals in order to facilitate and lead discussions; facilitators who have no background knowledge of social justice or critical race theory that would lend them the context to productively move conversation along and challenge ideologies that are racist. The common trend with these discussions is having a bulk of students and faculty of colour present, but the extreme lack of white presences. People of colour know that racism is real, and they do not need proof that racism exists, nor do they need circular talks about how horrible racism is. White people need these talks.
At the VERY minimal, institutions must admit incompetency. They must admit their connections to institutional racism and how it is upheld in their policies and the people that they hire and who they serve. An institution must admit that they do not have the competent individuals to have these “difficult conversations” that chancellors across the nation preach so heavily. They must admit how they have played a part in white supremacy in the deliberate hiring of individuals who uphold the status quo for the sake of ease. Institutions must create spaces to have these conversations to begin to undo the damage they’ve done. Not only should spaces be created to have these dialogues, but the dialogues must be facilitated by competent individuals in Critical Race Theory. The individuals who do attend these dialogues should be vast and should (optimistically) encompass anyone and everyone who plays a role or exists within the institution, no matter how little or how big a role they play. The presence of people of colour in these spaces should not be indicative of its success. People of colour should not be expected to relive their racial trauma for white people to realize that racism exists, nor should institutions promote and tokenize them for the sake of ‘looking good.’ I will say this again. PEOPLE OF COLOUR DO NOT HAVE TO RIP OUT THEIR FUCKING HEART AND SOULS AND TRAUMA IN ORDER FOR WHITE PEOPLE TO FIGURE OUT THAT RACISM EXISTS.
In having these dialogues, the same criteria of dialogue highlighted from the first Communication Problem Solution still apply (dialogue must be historically situated, engaging, empowering, transformative, about exploring different perspectives, and politically responsive). The only difference now is that institutions must therefore create an environment where these are possible by providing individuals who are competent enough to facilitate conversations that will meet the criteria for dialogue. The role of a facilitator is to foster an environment that develops social justice that requires deep self-reflection and a critical consciousness from both the audience and the facilitator. Dialogues need to be sites of knowledge and a consciousness of privilege and oppression. Facilitators must make space for open dialogue for people to unpack their prejudices—the response to and the construction of these conversations must be deliberate. With such understandings, it must also be noted that in these spaces, the fear of offending people silences individuals from talking at all and it must be the job of the facilitator to create a space where individuals are comfortable enough to voice their problematic prejudices and a space for them to deconstruct these prejudices (this is NOT the same thing as protecting people’s fragility). The facilitator and the dialogue participants must work to deconstruct and delegitimize the authority that dominant ideologies have about race and racism; effective facilitators will understand that NOT EVERYONE’S OPINIONS MATTER if they stand in the way of social justice and must be addressed and deconstructed.
While many facilitation sessions that I’ve taken part in call for neutrality and impartiality of facilitators, it is important that facilitators understand that neutrality stands in the way of social justice. Facilitators of social justice dialogue must remain the figure in the room that guides conversation, but does not take up unnecessary space in dialogue—the role of the facilitator is to have the critical context to counter the hostility created in the room and the knowledge to push people past their comfort zones. (DiAngelo, 2014, 7-8).
In the end, with the commitment to the creation of constant spaces for these dialogues, the proper individuals to facilitate, and the audience that needs these dialogues the most as participants—these dialogues should guide people to engage with alternate perspectives, think critically, deconstruct their own/others’ perspectives, raise questions, understand humility, and recognize power relations (and be less of pieces of shit). Individuals must understand ambiguity—that there is no one answer on how to ‘fix’ things or make things better. If there was an answer for the end of racism, it would have already been implemented. The frustration that arises with ambiguity is valid though because there are multiple ways to dismantle racism in ways that are intersectional with other movements. Leaving things ambiguous allows institutions and individuals within the institution the freedom to put social justice into their practices as long as they abide by the guidelines and mission of social justice. There are no absolute answers, no absolute solutions, and each institution must learn how to navigate their own social justice. But worst thing that an institution can do is not talk about racism—such actions/inactions therefore contribute to racial dominance and white institutional ignorance on racism.
Institutions must ALSO acknowledge student activism as the absolute epitome of social change. Student activism is the absolute epitome of social change. As universities preach that they are the sites of knowledge and worldly understandings, they must also acknowledge the students and the labor that is exploited by the university and that goes unnoticed. If anything, student voices and student activism become the very core of radical change. An editorial from the Leader Telegram from a student at UWEC noted that protests and the statement “UWEC is racist” weren’t enough to open conversations of race and that students should do more (McAlister, 2016). The lack of understanding and acknowledgement of what student (of colour) activism does for universities and that they go unnoticed directly contributes to this type of behavior and lack of understanding on white individuals’ parts. The article is flawed in many ways, but very affirming to white people—it speaks of “evolutionary” racism and criticizes the ways in which people “should” protest and how they “should” be protesting. If you are telling people how to protest, maybe you should be doing something about it. The article is fucking flawed because it tells students of colour that “UWEC is racist” is not enough, because there needs to be more done—this fucking assumption that students of colour on this fucking campus aren’t being fucking exploited for their fucking efforts to make this place less shitty—or just to fucking survive here. When a fucking white male is telling me how to fucking protest, they are telling me to make it less visible so they don’t have to be inconvenienced by it, or to have their privilege checked by it. If everyone protested like white people did, we wouldn’t get shit done. Maybe that’s why equity is so fucking radical and such a threat to white men.  The reason why this person’s analysis of protesting is flawed and racist as fuck, is because it lacks the context and the background and the pain that exists behind these protests.
On the contrary, President Michael Young of Texas A&M admitted after a racist incident that they had no control over what individuals do; but that they do control their reaction to it and how such acts are condemned in institutions. Young then made a commitment to meet with student leaders at his own institution and has worked to publicize the efforts of students and administration across the university (Gardner, 2016). Such actions that Young took were indicative of his commitment to their initiatives of diversity and inclusion and their students.  Take note.
The call to action that students have been demanding across the UW system and across the nation (Mizzou, Penn State, UW-La Crosse’s die-in, UW-Madison with #TheRealUW…and many more) have grown over the past two years and have only gained more traction as the election has concluded and more racist incidents continue to occur.  The demands that students have are varying in nature, but they all demand for transparency of administration and accountability to university actions and inactions. At the University of Pennsylvania, days after the election, Black first-year students were added to a group named “N----- Lynching.” While the origins of the group is still under investigation, a student at the university made this call to action on their blogpost titled ‘Letter to Administrators, Faculty, and Staff.’ This letter shows the real reality that students of marginalized identities that they face as they exist on campuses with a knack for silence on issues of any type of isms. The author says that there is no more time for coddling of white feelings because of the state of the nation that we are in right now and that there is no more time for gentle education of privileged folks. The author calls for the forcing of administration, faculty, and staff to confront their own privileges, prejudices, and how they contribute to oppression by silence and compliance, by not holding accountable racist colleagues, and the silencing of student voices and emotions. (Flowers, 2016) The author concludes that if even that is too much for people to handle, then the very least they can do is be present when students and colleagues challenge institutional oppression. Making time, creating space, and shutting up and listening.
Overall, the bulk of where racism comes from today is from institutions who assume they are doing enough to address racism as isolated incidents in society. They lack the critical analysis of how institutions perpetuate racism by protecting white fragility and not providing spaces for dialogue. But it is necessary for institutions must create spaces to facilitate and continue dialogue. This is important because dialogue is the space for change and where the most productive means of cultivation of knowledge will be had. It is the culmination of both problems I have highlighted and the start to instilling solutions on the micro and macro levels. We must learn to start at the micro level of analysis, move to the macro. Doing so allows people to move from the individual to the societal, then to the institutional lens (DiAngelo, 2011, pp 68). The success of communication in the space of dialogue is based on whether or not the individual problems of denial and identity are understood, and the institutional problems are acknowledged and initiatives are put into place to commit and deliberately make change.
What my paper and my solutions fail to address is the urgency of the situation. My analysis and the solutions that I have suggested focus on the pacing of white feelings and white comfort, which is what Flowers directly rejects. The urgency of the situation may cause white individuals to shut down and deny further engagement on talks of racism because of the overwhelming nature of the emotions that racism encompasses. In the current nation that we exist in right now, the feelings of the majority don’t fucking matter to me. Get over it, like the way you tell us to forget about slavery. While my paper preaches the facilitation of dialogues and acknowledging of privilege for WHITE PEOPLE, I fail to mention people of colour because for me, there are times I cannot afford to tailor my activism to pace or educate white people. I’m tired of that shit.
And while I will always commend student activism, it is the responsibility of institutions to make and instill actual institutional change in their policies and/or their practices. Post-Secondary education has always been known as educating the future leaders, and universities must hold themselves to that standard that they say they uphold. The survival of marginalized individuals in society relies on the institution to take accountability for their actions and inactions, and hold true to their commitments toward diversity.
Institutions need to fucking stop hiding behind their emails, they need to stop hiding behind their preaching of “tolerance” and “diversity.” They need to stop hiding behind their student activists when they do something that they deem “wrong”  and too radical and they need to stop fucking taking credit for when student activists make moves towards equity. They need to stop fucking protecting their white students, their white faculty, their white administration and their own internalized white supremacy. Stop relying on students to do your work for you. Stop exploiting students. If you’re going to use them, you might as well fucking compensate them or hire them (compensation in “food” doesn’t fucking count anymore. I don’t want your fucking shitty Sodexo shit). If you’re going to exploit students, you might as well be fucking creative about it. At this point institutions just sound desperate to sound non-racist, but will not make the effort to be anti-racist (see the difference here). It’s about time institutions start fucking acknowledge their actions and inactions. It’s about time for institutions to fucking do something.



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