Wednesday, January 11, 2017

I don't have time or space for your fucking fragilities

I introduced myself for a panel the other day, and for the first time ever, I introduced myself and the guidelines I had for the conversation: “I do not make time or space for colourblindness or any types of fragilities.”

Later in the panel, a member of the audience asked me the extent of that statement in non-institutional settings aka in activism with peers, and how doing so may also shut people down (#Agreed).
I am afraid that the answer that I gave this individual may not have actually answered their question so I want to make this blatantly clear now that I have had time to reflect on it.

1)      I, as a panel member, was given the power to make this statement whereas in many spaces, there are individuals who are unable to.

2)      My answer was limiting in that I answered from a “professional” standpoint and a “personal” standpoint.

My professional standpoint of making time for fragilities is different because, like the individual said, starting out conversations with “fuck your colorblindness it has no space, and fuck your feelings because it has no space” to those of dominant identities is kind of a turn off because it assumes that 1) I know better (which I do not claim to do) 2) that “I will not listen to all opinions” (note that not all opinions matter if they stand in the way of social justice).

As a professional who exists within the institution, and as someone who goes into classrooms to speak to people about diversity and inclusivity and equity, it’s difficult. I think the answer I should have given is that in classrooms, I am an educator. I am not an activist. Institutions strip the activist out of you when they make you go into classrooms and teach basic level shit. I have the definition of prejudice, discrimination, privilege, and racism stuck in my head by the number of times I have had to repeat it. And while I love my job, it doesn’t heal me, nor is it enough. The reality is I fucking hate teaching white people about racism because they can choose to opt out. I love having conversation with those of marginalized identities about oppression because they understand. Because they live it, like I do. Because I can build a collective understanding of experiences, not facts like I have to do when I teach racism to white people.

In a professional setting, I cannot afford to shut people down because I’d lose my job. In my professional space, I am forced to forgo my ‘fuck your colorblindness and fragilities’ value for the sake of teaching and coddling of privileged feelings. It’s FUCKING SHITTY.

And lastly, personally. I can afford to do this in my personal life because I don’t have time for toxic shit to be in my life. I think at the panel I mentioned that I cut off a lot of activist friends for their toxic masculinity that I don’t fucking need in my life. Just because I cut them off for that though, doesn’t mean I won’t support them in their non-intersectional racial social justice. It just means that they are not an ally in my movement as a woman of colour. I can afford to call shit out in my friend groups and I can afford to call out fragilities and any type of humanism blindness in my friend groups because while deep down I would love to have a shit ton of friends, I also know that my worth is more than just a lens of racism. Or a lens of LGBTQ+ activism. Or a lens of feminism. It is ALL OF THOSE COMBINED and those who do not take the time or effort to hold themselves (and me) accountable to the intersections of identity that multiple marginalized identities face is not my friend. They are only assets. And they are toxic when I am trying to care for myself, when I am trying to fight alongside others. When I cannot trust them to do for me what I would do for them.

This is why I do not make space for fragilities (white fragility is granted, but male fragility within activist groups is much harder to address. These are our friends. They go through shit too. But THE MOMENT THEY START TO BACK OFF BECAUSE THEY THINK YOUR ACTIVISM DOESN’T MATCH THEIRS, IS THE MOMENT YOU CAN KICK THEM OUT OF YOUR LIFE. YOU DO NOT NEED TOXIC SHIT LIKE THAT).

There is this powerful quote that goes really well with how I don’t have time for fucking fragilities because the more that we (as women of colour) allow men of colour to use us, to abuse us (literally and metaphorically), to mold us, to exploit us—they are no better than the white man to us WOC (that’s fucking right, Men of colour, you better fucking check yourselves; I just fucking compared you to white men). “I will always fight for my men of colour, but my men of colour will never fight for me.” ß This quote originally began as a question, until I changed it. It used to be “I will always fight for my men of colour, but will my men of colour ever fight for me?” because I had the answer I needed with their silence and compliance to their toxic masculinity. I am so fucking sick of this shit in my life. And I will no longer have conversations about this shit.

Not everyone can afford to do this though. I’m still coming to terms with whether or not this is a privilege: to be able to cut off toxicity in my life. In many cases, it can be, but it can also be another case towards isolation, which is yet another problem that activists face in the burnout. All I know is that for me; I can no longer afford to coddle my men of colour when they will not hold themselves accountable to their masculinity, or white feminists who will not hold themselves accountable to their whiteness.

Situations require different guidelines, and the reason as to why it was appropriate for the panel is because it is not the type of conversation that I wanted to be had. I don't have time to coddle fragilities because people are fucking dying because of oppression. HAVE SOME FUCKING URGENCY OR SOMETHING WITH YOUR FUCKING ACTIVISM. Hurt feelings of privileged identities does not constitute oppression. I did not want white people crying and feeling pity for me. I’ve had that done before already and I don’t fucking need that shit. I’ve had men become defensive when I call out their masculinity because intersectionality doesn’t fucking matter to them unless they’re getting ally points/cookies for it without putting it into their practice. I’ve had too many conversations that center around hurt feelings of the oppressor that I’m fucking done. And if I’m “oppressing” you by doing that, then you need to have a conversation with someone else who will affirm your “reverse ism” ideologies. I am not the person to do that for you.  (Fun fact: reverse discrimination doesn’t exist, folks. Unless you give me a time machine ). 


All in all, I’m sorry, Christian. For being unable to answer your question effectively and on the spot. You are a beautiful person and the words you said during the workshop and the words you said to me were radical as fuck. But I hope this answer helps if you are to get to it. <3 Much love. This is for you. 

Monday, January 9, 2017

Dear UW-System, here's how you fix your white people

[ This is a final paper that I wrote for one of my classes this past semester. It was an intercultural communication class that asked us to research a racial/ethnic group and identify communication and identity problems. I chose white people. 1) they have the most problems apparently and 2) because the root of all racial/ethnic group problems stems from white people. Also participating in this project would label me as an exploitative colonizer inserting myself into communities and labeling "what's best" for them. I'm not about that fucking shit. 
Here is the edited version. Have at it. Eat it up, UW-System ] 

Universities across the Midwest have recently implemented initiatives to increase diversity on campuses, but have not thought about the consequences of having people of colour in environments that have been historically and predominantly white. Nor have institutions considered the violence that has and will occur in having more POC bodies on campuses.
In institutions that uphold white supremacy,  when conversations of race and racism arise, white individuals are unable to engage in conversations or shut down conversations entirely due to their lack of ability to conceptualize the reality that racism still exists in society today. A little closer to home, the University of Wisconsin-Eau Claire has made it a goal for 20% diversity (student of colour makeup) by the time 2020 rolls around. But with the recent racist incidents that have occurred on campus (and around many other campuses across the United States), this goal seems to be rather unattainable. If this goal is to be attained, there is much that the system has to do in order to mitigate and eradicate the violence that will occur to its growing students and faculty of colour.
In holding the university accountable, UWEC has seen the appearance of sheets with words “UWEC is racist” and “100+ years of white supremacy” (highlighted in my blogpost here) have emerged within the last year, with a peak in racist incidents after the election of Donald Trump. With an overwhelming acknowledgement of institutional racism from students of colour and the publicity with these sheets, many white students are still confused as to why UWEC is racist, or simply choose to deny that racism exists overall. White individuals are quick to condemn individuals who talk about racism and say that protesting, or calling out the problem is not enough (as if students aren’t already doing enough to combat racism on their campuses). White people are subject to defensiveness and denial of racism when conversation occurs and are unable to move past their feelings of being uncomfortable to engage in critical conversations of white identity and positionality in society. This inability to move past one’s defensiveness is a direct contribution to the perpetuation of white supremacy and the upholding of racist institutions and implicit racism within individuals.
This analysis will explore the deconstruction of the white identity and therefore the institutional and individual actions/inactions that have come from examples of the emergence of racist incidents across university campuses. (This paper generalizes the institution as white. I understand that not all individuals in administration and faculty are white; but my paper is addressing the white voices and white individuals within these administrations and faculty in analyzing their communication patterns. Internalization of racism rings very true with many individuals of colour who work within the system. )  From there, it will highlight the problems with these actions/inactions and ways to deconstruct racist ideologies and attitudes of individuals and institutions from guidelines and criteria of dialogue. The reason why this analysis of white identity and confrontation with racism is important is because it is an area that white individuals believe is separate from the institutions. While white people can afford individuality, people of colour have always been categorized as groups without any type of individuality. My analysis calls for an understanding of racism within institutions as they impact individual white identity and the denial and defensiveness that occurs when white individuals are confronted with conversations of racism. The importance of white people acknowledging racism and their own positionality within institutions of white supremacy is important—white individuals in their ignorance are either upholding white supremacy or are bystanders in its wake.
It is important to note that these communication problems that I highlight are multifaceted and they are confusing; they are intertwined and the solutions that I propose for each problem come hand in hand with one another. My solution for communication problem 1 comes directly hand in hand with my solution for communication problem 2. They do not and cannot occur in isolation. The problems and solutions seem to rely on individual responsibilities, but overall relies on the commitment of institutions to create spaces, provide resources, and competent facilitators to have these conversations. An understanding of institutions being made up by policies also calls for individuals within institutions to prioritize the safety and the needs of those of marginalized identities without tailoring to the comfort of the majority privileged group.
The communication problem that exists with white individuals within university institutions is the lack of understanding of a white racial identity in the context of institutions and the lack of knowledge of how to talk about racism. White people get defensive and deny that racism and race privilege exists when conversations of race, privilege, and racism arise. This is due to the lack of knowledge of their own identity and their consciousness of whiteness and how it operates systematically and societally. Without this knowledge of their identity, they are unable to communicate effectively the ways in which they exist as privileged members in society and how their whiteness benefits them. Whiteness is defined as having institutional advantages, and is a standpoint where (white) people look at themselves in comparison to others in how they look at society, referring to the set of cultural practices that are linked to domination and power (DiAngelo, 2011, pp. 55). The denial, defensiveness, and guilt of racism all comes back to the white racial identity that white people hold about themselves in relation to the world.  The refusal to and the lack of acknowledgement of their identity perpetuates and upholds racism and white supremacy.
Denying racism is a defense mechanism that white individuals have when confronted with racism talks. The denial of racism is primarily defended with ideas of colorblindness, the ideology that regardless of skin colour that everyone is treated the same and equal. Colorblindness operates as an ally to white supremacy though, because the systems of oppression are upheld by turning the other cheek. It cannot be denied that institutions of oppression are at play when we look at the makeup of powerful leaders in the nation and when we look at the proportion of black and white individuals who are pulled over and/or killed by police officers each year.
White individuals deny that racism plays a part in their lives because they do not have to live the other end of it, therefore believing that everyone is able to move beyond the racism of the past by simply ‘getting over it.’ Colorblindness protects white people’s beliefs, assumptions, and understandings of the world, disabling conversation or any type of belief that would challenge the dominant ideologies of colorblindness. Doing so minimizes the possibility for critical dialogue (Simpson, 2008, pp. 143). It gets in the way of dialogue because dialogue can only be meaningful if the individuals involved in the exchange are engaging in types of communication that create something new in the interaction between them. When individuals deny that racism exists by adopting a colorblind approach, it creates a wall of communication. It ignores and delegitimizes the real experiences that people of colour face as a consequence of group differences while painting this image of equality. It tells people of colour that their experiences are not real and that they are made up. It tells people of colour that white people do not care about people of colour because they choose to turn the other cheek in the wake of institutional violence.
The avoidance of an analysis of power structures that white people have also stems from guilt. Guilt shifts the conversation from the oppression of people of colour to focus on the white individuals and how they are feeling when they resent having privilege. This comes from the inability to accept or acknowledge the possession of privilege. Statements such as “I’m a victim too” “I didn’t ask for it” “It’s not fair” “I’m a good white” “I didn’t/don’t own slaves” therefore distances individuals from whiteness as a social construction and how it operates institutionally (Johnson, et al., 2008, pp. 119). The aspect of guilt also distances individuals from history because it marks them as different because they are in the present (i.e., “I didn’t own slaves”). Such analysis does not include the historical repercussions of racism still exist today. In white individuals’ eyes, historical atrocities of racism are only the explicit acts of racism, and not the current (both explicit and) implicit acts. This diminishes the responsibility that white people have for upholding racism, distancing themselves away from talks of privilege (Johnson, et al., 2008, pp. 119), and being constant bystanders of oppression by choosing the side of neutrality. White people—in that they have never been forced to look at racism, nor experience it—are in this constant bubble of racial comfort. Racial comfort is something that white people feel entitled to as a result of conditioning, resulting in the blaming people of colour for bringing up racism (as if it is a form of violence—which it is NOT) and disrupting the comfort that they are entitled to and protected by. This comfort guarantees that white people do not have to think about their position in a racist society. When people bring up racism, it challenges white peoples’ identities as morally good people and their defensiveness comes from attempts to protect that moral character (Robin DiAngelo coined the term for this, called ‘white fragility’)—the good/bad racist dichotomy is shattered because racists are seen in society as ‘mean people.’ This does not take into consideration the ways in which implicit racism still upholds racism. When white people think of racism as explicit and individually based, they lack an understanding of institutional and socialized implicit racism (DiAngelo, 2015).
To talk about racism but leave out whiteness and the value that it has institutionally with racism leaves out a lot about what it means to be white in society. Not understanding whiteness, white privilege, and white identity means that individuals do not know how their positionality and identity in society affects others because understandings of whiteness in racism will always be in relation to others. Whereas discussions that surround whiteness are primarily discussed and understood as a social structure, it lacks an understanding of white as an identity that shapes social interaction (Jackson, 1999, pp. 48). Identity does not simply include self-identification, but to look at one’s identity must be analyzed in the context of power structures. The ways in which individuals in society create their identity depends on the power that they have in society. To understand identity, one must acknowledge that identities are constantly changing in relation to how they are being analyzed in the context of society, and are being negotiated through communication. When this communication does not occur, identities are unable to be challenged, or change.
While people may identify themselves as white, many are unable to communicate what it means as a cultural identity (Jackson, 1999, pp. 48). The white cultural identity is hard to understand as a racial identity because it is socially constructed whose value is placed over other types of racial identities in society. When white individuals are unable to communicate about racism, it may be because they are undergoing an identity crisis which they have never questioned before. Without an understanding of one’s racial identity and positionality in society when it comes to racism, the problem that arises is that white people are unable to engage in these conversations productively due to denial, defensiveness, or their understanding of whiteness and white identity. What white people do not understand in identifying with a “white cultural identity” is that such identity operates in comparison to other identities and cannot be talked about as separate from society. The reason why individuals must get to the bottom of their identity and understand their white racial identity as operating within a bigger picture is because it will enable to see them in position to how society values the white racial identity over other types of racial identity.
The solution to the identity and communication problems that white individuals have in conceptualizing racism, their privilege, denial, and white identity is much more complicated than my solution suggests, but is the first step to creating a greater consciousness of how whiteness operates in society. My solution is to have consistent dialogues about what whiteness means to white people and how that meaning is reinforced in society and institutions, and therefore perpetuated and internalized within themselves. Dialogue will allow white individuals to dissect their ways of understanding, starting from the very root of their prejudices, where they learn their prejudices, and begin to dismantle it and challenge their own ideas and identities in an institutional context. Having these new, difficult conversations will require white individuals to listen to one another and listen to themselves and be aware of what type of space they are taking up.
While this may seem like an easy enough task, what is absolutely necessary in these dialogues is a shared understanding of what dialogue is, and a commitment to continue with dialogues beyond the space provided. The motivation that white people have to having dialogues and teaching outside of these spaces is indicative of how committed they are to racial justice and equity.
Dialogue, while a term loosely used, should be valued and understood as one of the most powerful tools to challenge one’s beliefs, and should be seen as a collective struggle to create meaning and language that shapes and defines how to understand the world (Simpson, 2008, pp. 141). With this, dialogue has certain criteria that must be met in order to make it as impactful and powerful as possible. Individuals who engage in dialogue must understand that dialogue is: historically situated, engaging, empowering, transformative, about exploring different perspectives, and politically responsive (Simpson, 2008, pp. 154) Dialogue is not: hypothetical, passive, demeaning, upholding of the status quo, nor is it about being right or politically correct. With this understanding of dialogue, it therefore undermines the colorblind perspective.
The reason as to why colorblindness is not dialogue is because it completely denies the existence of race as a social hierarchy, replacing it with neutrality, remains uncritical of the status quo and does not challenge it, devalues the experiences of people of colour while calling it irrelevant or overreacting and therefore avoids the difficult experiences or the exploration of the concept of race and what it means beyond individuals. 
Dialogue is important because it encourages challenging and disagreement, but also opens up space for white individuals to talk about their experiences and dismantle their own prejudices with people who are like them, or have gone through the same painful experience in coming to terms with their identity. Dialogue directly allows individuals involved to think about and challenge their ideas of what social justice means. Social justice is understanding that people are individuals, but products of socially constructed groups. It is understanding that social groups are valued unequally and that those who are seen as more valuable have greater access to resources that are reinforced in institutions and cultural norms. Social justice understands that relations of injustice are perpetuated at individual and institutional levels and that we are all conditioned to perpetuate with these (DiAngelo, 2014, pp. 2). Dialogue’s last criteria is to be politically responsive, and that is what social justice calls for as well—it calls for the commitment and the ongoing and lifelong process. Such revelations within dialogue will not only prompt white individuals to have more meaningful relationships with people of colour, but also enable them to understand their privilege, their place in society, and how to dismantle racism within themselves and how to work towards it institutionally.
An important thing to remember about dialogue is that dialogue only goes as far as the receiver takes it, hence why the second solution to this communication problem is immediately intertwined with my suggested first solution. Resistance to acknowledging racism must be worked through and the root of one’s hostility, fear, guilt, and denial must be deconstructed to understand and acknowledge the reality of racism and privilege that whiteness plays as a direct part in its perpetuation of dismantling. Dialogues will not be successful if individuals cannot see past their white fragility and refuse to acknowledge privilege. This is a solution that must be worked out internally and one that facilitators cannot force upon their audiences. Acknowledging privilege is ultimately sacrificing the privilege that enables white people not to think about their privilege. It is understanding the social responsibility of either perpetuating or transforming the system of racism.
The flaw with institutions is that they are absolutely ineffective at hosting and facilitating dialogues that surround racism and white privilege because they are unable to admit to themselves that they perpetuate white supremacy. Institutions wrongfully exploit their students and faculty of colour by tokenizing them and using them to shock white people into believing that racism exists and use the trauma of racism that individuals have experienced for the benefit of white people, rather than the disruption of the comfort of white fragility.
The most important thing that white people must remember is that by having these conversations about race, they will therefore come to terms with their own identity and how it operates in society. These dialogues are not meant to be comfortable; they are not meant to affirm feelings of white fragility. White individuals must make a conscious effort to rebuild their identity to do less harm and work towards social justice. (And be less of pieces of shit). If more people do this, they will therefore be accountable to themselves and pave the way to create institutional change because ultimately, institutions are run by people.
Institutions are sometimes seen as run by robots on auto-pilot though; they seem more automatic than human sometimes. Universities pride themselves in their initiatives towards diversity and inclusivity, but rarely do they ever come through with what it means to be a diverse campus, other than the tokenization of POC bodies.  Not only this but when racist incidents happen on campus, Predominantly White Institutions are incompetent in their responses to racist incidents. PWIs do more harm than good when addressing incidents because they do it vaguely, rarely calling it as it is, but rather incidents of “bullying” “intolerance” or “bias.” The assumption that an email of apology and calling for acknowledging of individual “bias” is enough to fix the racism on campuses is a failure on the individuals who endorse it while simultaneously plan for no further institutional action or policy. Labeling racism as ‘bullying’ and ‘bias’ therefore distances institutions from the real issue and frames it as a highly unusual experience, rather than something that happens in everyday life. This shows the social delicacy (institutional white fragility) of institutions to call it as it is. (Augoustinos & Every, 2010, pp. 254) Not only does it mitigate the situation, but it also does a disservice to the people who are targets of racism. It does students of colour an injustice by diminishing the impact of racism, but also does white students injustice by failing to address the real reality of current racism.
What institutions inherently do by not calling it as it is, is uphold the status quo and tailor to the comfort of their white students and institutions at the cost of students of colour. It therefore enables all of the problems addressed in the first communication problem—defensiveness, reinforcing colourblindness and diminishing racism, denial, and a lack of positionality of what it means to be white in a racist society. These problems are intertwined, as are their solutions and they cannot be separated from one another because institutional incompetency is therefore responsible for individual incompetency.
Examples from the past semester are indicative of how university institutions are unable to and incompetent in responding to racist incidents. There has been a significant peak in racist incidents occurring across the country, leading up to and after the presidential election. (I have chosen to stay away from discussing explicitly what has been occurring across the nation. More information can be found at: http://fusion.net/story/369091/donald-trump-racist-incidents-since-election/) My focus has been and will continue to be on university campuses and the administration that responds to these incidents, rather than the individuals who perpetrate these acts of violence and hate. The reason for this is because individual behaviors go unpunished and therefore enabled by institutions by their inactions. I hold institutions accountable for the perpetuation of these actions.
The appearance of the words “UWEC is racist” on the free speech boards at the beginning of the semester and the quick removal of its evidence was indicative of the message that administration sent: the conversation of racism on the UWEC campus is not worthy enough to be had, but rather, to be brushed under the rug. The university missed an opportunity to have a conversation about the statement that was made in regards to institutional racism. Many other incidents have occurred on the UWEC campus, to include the harassment of individuals who attended the Trump rally and the institution’s lack of notification to the campus of Donald Trump’s arrival to the campus. Such complacency and inconsideration of the environment of hostility that Trump’s presence creates/created for this campus was an institutional failure on UWEC’s part.  It took the initiative of students to come together to flood the Chancellor’s email with a message, therefore provoking a response and a campus-wide message from the Chancellor.
The response sent in in an email and posted on the Chancellor’s blog, titled ‘Reflections on this week’ spoke about Trump’s presence and how free speech (to include hate speech) is protected by the First Amendment and cannot be regulated.

But excusing speech that invokes psychological trauma and racism therefore calls for the enabling of injury and trauma for marginalized groups and the upholding of domination of the majority. Not only this but “to engage in a debate about the first amendment and racist speech without a full understanding of the nature and extent of the harm of racist speech risks making the First amendment an instrument of domination rather than a vehicle of liberation.” (Lawrence, 1990). This quote undermines the argument that the Chancellor was trying to make, protecting free speech for the sake of legality—and the upholding of the dominant. The focus of the Chancellor’s words was on the individual rights of those who verbalized the hate speech, rather than the responsibility of the universities to actually create a campus that does not empower hate speech (Lawrence, 1990). The lack of analysis of and accountability for individual vs institutional racism is where the university failed on its part.
Institutions fail when they believe that that an email or a blog post is enough to undo or address and fix the harm that has been done. The most recent incident of this type is the hosting of white supremacist, neo-nazi, Milo Yiannopoulos at UW-Milwaukee, wherein he deliberately called out a transgender individual, displaying their picture and making dehumanizing and misgendering comments about them. The Chancellor sent an email he deemed adequate for the situation and called upon social media to stand together with the hashtag, #UWMstandstogether but did not allude to any institutional change nor furthering of conversation. Not only this, but the administration did not make an attempt to reach out to the student who was a target of Yiannopoulos’ comments. The response that the Chancellor received was from the student who had been targeted by Yiannopoulos, calling out the university for allowing this speech while knowing in advance what type of speech would occur because of Yiannopoulos’ reputation. The student says “Your words: ‘I also will not stand silently by when a member of our campus community is personally and wrongly attacked.’ That is probably the biggest piece of goddamn fucking bullshit I’ve ever read. What exactly do you plan to do? OH YEAH, NOTHING, BECAUSE YOU’RE A COWARDLY PIECE OF SHIT. Your ‘not standing silently’ apparently consists of a single email mass-sent to the university. That’s it. You don’t get a fucking cookie for that.” (Daroszewski, et al., 2016). #Preach.
A prominent trend across the nation continues to be the initiative of students to step up and demand institutional accountability for its marginalized students. The student initiatives behind institutional success/diversity initiatives go unnoticed, nor are they rewarded. Rarely are they acknowledged by institutions as being the backbone of activism or movements on campuses. Rather, during their time at the university, their labor becomes exploited; they are asked to be panelists for discussions that end up talking in circles, or tokenizing certain experiences to prove to white people that racism exists. The lack of competency that institutions have in these conversations or talks are unproductive and rarely do they address institutional responsibility, but rather individual ‘tolerance.’ Putting the responsibility of students of colour telling their traumatizing experiences to ‘teach’ or prove that racism exists is indicative of a university’s incompetence with responding to issues of racism. Not only this, but they employ incompetent individuals in order to facilitate and lead discussions; facilitators who have no background knowledge of social justice or critical race theory that would lend them the context to productively move conversation along and challenge ideologies that are racist. The common trend with these discussions is having a bulk of students and faculty of colour present, but the extreme lack of white presences. People of colour know that racism is real, and they do not need proof that racism exists, nor do they need circular talks about how horrible racism is. White people need these talks.
At the VERY minimal, institutions must admit incompetency. They must admit their connections to institutional racism and how it is upheld in their policies and the people that they hire and who they serve. An institution must admit that they do not have the competent individuals to have these “difficult conversations” that chancellors across the nation preach so heavily. They must admit how they have played a part in white supremacy in the deliberate hiring of individuals who uphold the status quo for the sake of ease. Institutions must create spaces to have these conversations to begin to undo the damage they’ve done. Not only should spaces be created to have these dialogues, but the dialogues must be facilitated by competent individuals in Critical Race Theory. The individuals who do attend these dialogues should be vast and should (optimistically) encompass anyone and everyone who plays a role or exists within the institution, no matter how little or how big a role they play. The presence of people of colour in these spaces should not be indicative of its success. People of colour should not be expected to relive their racial trauma for white people to realize that racism exists, nor should institutions promote and tokenize them for the sake of ‘looking good.’ I will say this again. PEOPLE OF COLOUR DO NOT HAVE TO RIP OUT THEIR FUCKING HEART AND SOULS AND TRAUMA IN ORDER FOR WHITE PEOPLE TO FIGURE OUT THAT RACISM EXISTS.
In having these dialogues, the same criteria of dialogue highlighted from the first Communication Problem Solution still apply (dialogue must be historically situated, engaging, empowering, transformative, about exploring different perspectives, and politically responsive). The only difference now is that institutions must therefore create an environment where these are possible by providing individuals who are competent enough to facilitate conversations that will meet the criteria for dialogue. The role of a facilitator is to foster an environment that develops social justice that requires deep self-reflection and a critical consciousness from both the audience and the facilitator. Dialogues need to be sites of knowledge and a consciousness of privilege and oppression. Facilitators must make space for open dialogue for people to unpack their prejudices—the response to and the construction of these conversations must be deliberate. With such understandings, it must also be noted that in these spaces, the fear of offending people silences individuals from talking at all and it must be the job of the facilitator to create a space where individuals are comfortable enough to voice their problematic prejudices and a space for them to deconstruct these prejudices (this is NOT the same thing as protecting people’s fragility). The facilitator and the dialogue participants must work to deconstruct and delegitimize the authority that dominant ideologies have about race and racism; effective facilitators will understand that NOT EVERYONE’S OPINIONS MATTER if they stand in the way of social justice and must be addressed and deconstructed.
While many facilitation sessions that I’ve taken part in call for neutrality and impartiality of facilitators, it is important that facilitators understand that neutrality stands in the way of social justice. Facilitators of social justice dialogue must remain the figure in the room that guides conversation, but does not take up unnecessary space in dialogue—the role of the facilitator is to have the critical context to counter the hostility created in the room and the knowledge to push people past their comfort zones. (DiAngelo, 2014, 7-8).
In the end, with the commitment to the creation of constant spaces for these dialogues, the proper individuals to facilitate, and the audience that needs these dialogues the most as participants—these dialogues should guide people to engage with alternate perspectives, think critically, deconstruct their own/others’ perspectives, raise questions, understand humility, and recognize power relations (and be less of pieces of shit). Individuals must understand ambiguity—that there is no one answer on how to ‘fix’ things or make things better. If there was an answer for the end of racism, it would have already been implemented. The frustration that arises with ambiguity is valid though because there are multiple ways to dismantle racism in ways that are intersectional with other movements. Leaving things ambiguous allows institutions and individuals within the institution the freedom to put social justice into their practices as long as they abide by the guidelines and mission of social justice. There are no absolute answers, no absolute solutions, and each institution must learn how to navigate their own social justice. But worst thing that an institution can do is not talk about racism—such actions/inactions therefore contribute to racial dominance and white institutional ignorance on racism.
Institutions must ALSO acknowledge student activism as the absolute epitome of social change. Student activism is the absolute epitome of social change. As universities preach that they are the sites of knowledge and worldly understandings, they must also acknowledge the students and the labor that is exploited by the university and that goes unnoticed. If anything, student voices and student activism become the very core of radical change. An editorial from the Leader Telegram from a student at UWEC noted that protests and the statement “UWEC is racist” weren’t enough to open conversations of race and that students should do more (McAlister, 2016). The lack of understanding and acknowledgement of what student (of colour) activism does for universities and that they go unnoticed directly contributes to this type of behavior and lack of understanding on white individuals’ parts. The article is flawed in many ways, but very affirming to white people—it speaks of “evolutionary” racism and criticizes the ways in which people “should” protest and how they “should” be protesting. If you are telling people how to protest, maybe you should be doing something about it. The article is fucking flawed because it tells students of colour that “UWEC is racist” is not enough, because there needs to be more done—this fucking assumption that students of colour on this fucking campus aren’t being fucking exploited for their fucking efforts to make this place less shitty—or just to fucking survive here. When a fucking white male is telling me how to fucking protest, they are telling me to make it less visible so they don’t have to be inconvenienced by it, or to have their privilege checked by it. If everyone protested like white people did, we wouldn’t get shit done. Maybe that’s why equity is so fucking radical and such a threat to white men.  The reason why this person’s analysis of protesting is flawed and racist as fuck, is because it lacks the context and the background and the pain that exists behind these protests.
On the contrary, President Michael Young of Texas A&M admitted after a racist incident that they had no control over what individuals do; but that they do control their reaction to it and how such acts are condemned in institutions. Young then made a commitment to meet with student leaders at his own institution and has worked to publicize the efforts of students and administration across the university (Gardner, 2016). Such actions that Young took were indicative of his commitment to their initiatives of diversity and inclusion and their students.  Take note.
The call to action that students have been demanding across the UW system and across the nation (Mizzou, Penn State, UW-La Crosse’s die-in, UW-Madison with #TheRealUW…and many more) have grown over the past two years and have only gained more traction as the election has concluded and more racist incidents continue to occur.  The demands that students have are varying in nature, but they all demand for transparency of administration and accountability to university actions and inactions. At the University of Pennsylvania, days after the election, Black first-year students were added to a group named “N----- Lynching.” While the origins of the group is still under investigation, a student at the university made this call to action on their blogpost titled ‘Letter to Administrators, Faculty, and Staff.’ This letter shows the real reality that students of marginalized identities that they face as they exist on campuses with a knack for silence on issues of any type of isms. The author says that there is no more time for coddling of white feelings because of the state of the nation that we are in right now and that there is no more time for gentle education of privileged folks. The author calls for the forcing of administration, faculty, and staff to confront their own privileges, prejudices, and how they contribute to oppression by silence and compliance, by not holding accountable racist colleagues, and the silencing of student voices and emotions. (Flowers, 2016) The author concludes that if even that is too much for people to handle, then the very least they can do is be present when students and colleagues challenge institutional oppression. Making time, creating space, and shutting up and listening.
Overall, the bulk of where racism comes from today is from institutions who assume they are doing enough to address racism as isolated incidents in society. They lack the critical analysis of how institutions perpetuate racism by protecting white fragility and not providing spaces for dialogue. But it is necessary for institutions must create spaces to facilitate and continue dialogue. This is important because dialogue is the space for change and where the most productive means of cultivation of knowledge will be had. It is the culmination of both problems I have highlighted and the start to instilling solutions on the micro and macro levels. We must learn to start at the micro level of analysis, move to the macro. Doing so allows people to move from the individual to the societal, then to the institutional lens (DiAngelo, 2011, pp 68). The success of communication in the space of dialogue is based on whether or not the individual problems of denial and identity are understood, and the institutional problems are acknowledged and initiatives are put into place to commit and deliberately make change.
What my paper and my solutions fail to address is the urgency of the situation. My analysis and the solutions that I have suggested focus on the pacing of white feelings and white comfort, which is what Flowers directly rejects. The urgency of the situation may cause white individuals to shut down and deny further engagement on talks of racism because of the overwhelming nature of the emotions that racism encompasses. In the current nation that we exist in right now, the feelings of the majority don’t fucking matter to me. Get over it, like the way you tell us to forget about slavery. While my paper preaches the facilitation of dialogues and acknowledging of privilege for WHITE PEOPLE, I fail to mention people of colour because for me, there are times I cannot afford to tailor my activism to pace or educate white people. I’m tired of that shit.
And while I will always commend student activism, it is the responsibility of institutions to make and instill actual institutional change in their policies and/or their practices. Post-Secondary education has always been known as educating the future leaders, and universities must hold themselves to that standard that they say they uphold. The survival of marginalized individuals in society relies on the institution to take accountability for their actions and inactions, and hold true to their commitments toward diversity.
Institutions need to fucking stop hiding behind their emails, they need to stop hiding behind their preaching of “tolerance” and “diversity.” They need to stop hiding behind their student activists when they do something that they deem “wrong”  and too radical and they need to stop fucking taking credit for when student activists make moves towards equity. They need to stop fucking protecting their white students, their white faculty, their white administration and their own internalized white supremacy. Stop relying on students to do your work for you. Stop exploiting students. If you’re going to use them, you might as well fucking compensate them or hire them (compensation in “food” doesn’t fucking count anymore. I don’t want your fucking shitty Sodexo shit). If you’re going to exploit students, you might as well be fucking creative about it. At this point institutions just sound desperate to sound non-racist, but will not make the effort to be anti-racist (see the difference here). It’s about time institutions start fucking acknowledge their actions and inactions. It’s about time for institutions to fucking do something.



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